future home in some foreign country? my dream
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Anonymous asked: was the gift card a reblog?
gift card?
okay so i just checked my page and theres like 2 or 3 random spam things.. i have no idea how they got there, sorry!
Anonymous asked: The fact that you're still rereading things proves that you are still reading the blog... even after the person asked you not to.
thanks hun im aware. haha ill stop tomorrow. i just figured youd post something so yea. and then maybe youd read what i posted so ud know how wrong you are and how wayyy too dramatic you are. but now im done im logging off, and i hope you can get a reality check. =) i apologized for what i shouldve and explained what you didnt give me the chance to. so ive had my say. please try not to hurt my feelings with your posts and rude phone calls, i dont like it much =(
Hot and bothered
well i keep rereading that so ill just say whats on my mind again cause itll bug me until i do. so whatever. here goes. (imagine me saying this in a dry and tired voice)
- everything isnt a hate crime.. woah its not all about you
- lets be more dramatic shall we i did not run my mouth anywhere
- i dont need to try to look cool, ive come to terms with my identity and am very content with who i am these days. and why would i want to look cool to her? she was the one trying to look cool to me for already knowing before me lol
- idk what unresolved issues i would have with our dating, yea its kind of insulting to have been used for a year and a half. but i had an overall good time dating you so i look back mostly fondly. no issues there.
- i have no hatred for anything. thats truth. and i dont think its the right lifestyle cause im pretty sure penis fits in vagina last i checked. but i guess ass works too, so i mean if thats how God made you either way he loves you. and i sincerely believe that. and my parents do too. theyre actually really accepting and tolerant of homosexuals believe it or not, we’ve discussed it once before.
- i am sorry i violated your privacy. my curiosity and concern for you was more than my self control when it came to looking at your blog.
- your syllogism was in poor taste my dear. because i supposedly “outted” you in your mind, im gay bashing, and because im gay bashing im a homophobe? well ud be the first to let me know, cause as far as i was aware ive been nothing but loving and understanding to you since youve told me not to mention supportive. but ik ur just having a pissy moment where NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT AND WAA MY WHOLE LIFE IS RUINED BECAUSE OF YOUR “IDIOCRACY” ALL THESE BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN WA WA WA. but in my other note i kinda already explained why none of that would happen and on the extremely rare yet inevitable point that it does, it wont be because of me.
- oh and stop fucking making out with me. im sick of it. i was fine being your cover for a bit, then drunk you took it too far at my party and i actuallyreally didnt appreciate it. so please and thank you, stop.
now im satisfied, ive said what i wanted to. im done. SIGH. i hope you can get over this, dink.
July was okay…
got a year calendar thing, im kinda pumped to start a schedule. maybe having a more organized life is a good way to start my sr year. im pretty excited for senior year and a planned out future. going with the flow is fun until it over flows.
wow dramatic. wayy dramatic. haha i cant even believe what i just read. whatever i dont do drama. so im out of it now, you can think what you would like rant and say what you want, call me names, and assume away. i actually dont care that much (i dont like saying i dont give a shit cause if we’re being honest here, everyone gives a little shit or else they wouldnt be saying they didnt) you’re life wont fall to pieces cause i “confirmed” what someone already knew. so cut out some ribs and go blow yourself, cause i can tell from your blog youre not getting it anywhere else. (ouch that was kinda mean wasnt it? im mean sometimes. ill work on that)
Okay, this was my bad.
so my boyfriend and i just started dating and i had this really close guy friend who i had a casual thing with a bit before. well the guy friend and i had wanted to go see this movie (friends with benefits) and we finally had the chance to but i had just gotten home from being gone and i wanted some time to get some stuff done so we went to a late movie. well my semi boyfriend (we werent official just yet) asked what i was doing so i told a half truth (which i guessss you could say is a half lie?) and said i was doing chores for a few hours (and i actually was) but i left the movie part out because i just knew he might think that something was going on between my guy friend and i when in actuality i had just told my guy friend that i was officially seeing someone (even though the boyfriend and i werent official then) and that i was happy we were still friends and thats all. sooo we saw the movie had a good ol friendly time. then karma comes and the boyfriend happened to see me at the theatres (small town i guess) and so i told him (because he pretty much dragged it out of me the next day when we were hanging out) and i feel like because of that, ive damaged our trust when i shouldve just told him i was going out with the guy friend and it was just a friend thing and he never has to worry about me and any other guy as long as were together. i think i know i care about my boyfriend because i think things over so much. my gf told me that today, she said that all of my worries and concerns with him just show how much i actually care. i think shes right. i like him a lot. so i hope i didnt ruin anything, ill be sure to tell him those things next time =)
